Welcome to the Other Side of Darkness
My name is Beth, and I am here to tell you my story. A story of my journey into a life of darkness, hopelessness and despair; into the very pits of what I call hell, and the amazing force that brought me up out of the darkness, and into the light.
I am a victim of Satanic Ritual Abuse. I have shut out these memories for my entire adult life, until last year. I am slowly recovering memories and as I do I am learning more about who I am and why I have felt the way I have my whole life. I grew up in a home where I always felt alone and sad. I never felt good enough or loved. As a teen I was raped by my boyfriend and became suicidal. Later I fell into drugs and alcohol, which consumed a large part of my life. In my search for truth and meaning in life, I delved deeply into the occult and witch craft for several years. I was in several abusive relationships and continued to be depressed and lost for many years.
Does any of this resonate with you? Have you ever struggled with depression or suicidal thoughts? Or maybe your struggle was with addiction to drugs or alcohol. Have you been searching, wondering, why you are here? Is there a purpose in life? Have you suffered and been so tired that you just can’t take it anymore? Was there a time in your life you used witch craft or new age practices in your search for the truth?
I am here to tell you I understand completely. I have walked in those shoes as well. I have felt unbearable pain and sought to try any means possible to numb it or take it away. You are not alone. There is hope. There is help and healing for you. I have received unbelievable healing, comfort, joy and lasting hope in life! I have known unconditional love, that surpasses my understanding. And I have found peace in knowing why I am here on this earth, and what my purpose is. You are loved beyond anything you have ever known in your life! And you too can experience this wonderful joy and hope that I have found. It is there even for you!
Please explore my blog and learn more about my life, my experiences and how I found light in a dark world. Learn more about walking in joy and victory! I pray you will be blessed beyond measure as you read this blog. Thank you so much for visiting!
New Posts Come Out Every Monday (with the exception of holidays)!
To read my testimony of how I went from being a witch who hated God, to a Christian please go to My Testimony.
To read more about my life, and how I lived a life of pain, hopelessness and walked from away from God, please go to My Story.
To read my new posts about recovered memories, where I am beginning to speak of my childhood abuse, please go to Recovering Childhood Memories. (If you are SRA please be advised these posts are full of triggers.)
To read about how I came to a Christian church and found a relationship with Jesus, please go to Into the Light.
To read more about my life and my latest posts (with the exception of new memories), please go to Living in the Light.
To visit my Youtube Channel where I post videos weekly about Christian life, spiritual gifts, warfare and much more, go to My Channel!