November 27 2017

Second Heaven Exposed! The Inner Workings Of Satan’s Domain: Satanic Illuminati Part 3

There are 3 levels in the second heaven constructed as follows:

 

It is made clear throughout the Bible that there are multiple heavens. “In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.” Genesis 1:1

In the Bible we are told there are three separate heavens. The Highest Heaven, or Third Heaven is where the Throne of God is.  I know a man in Christ who fourteen years ago was caught up to the third heaven. Whether it was in the body or out of the body I do not know – God knows 2 Cor 2 :12

“But will God indeed dwell with man on the earth? Behold, heaven and the highest heaven cannot contain you, how much less this house that I have built! 2 Chronicles 6:18

So the third heaven is where the throne of God is, and the second heaven is the kingdom of darkness, and the first heaven is the sky and universe.

The second heaven is the literal kingdom of darkness, the home of Lucifer and his fallen angels and all of his minions. I have done a video on the second heaven, but recently I have been given even deeper insight into understanding the second heaven.

The second heaven is a complex world created and managed by Lucifer himself. He has created three levels to the second heaven, in order to create a counterfeit to God’s creation. He reigns supreme in his own designated highest heaven, trying to imitate the world that God has created any everything in it.

There are three levels to second heaven. These three levels are set up much like a social hierarchy seen in ancient Egypt or Rome, etc. where the royals are at the top and the slaves and peasants are at the bottom.

The third level of heaven is a replica of the real third heaven, or God’s throne and the highest heaven. This is where Lucifer makes his throne, and is also the pinnacle of achievements for all who wish to reach ascended levels in the kingdom of darkness.

The second level is the Hive level, where Satan has his minions busy planning and doing his bidding. The third level is the astral plane, where all human spirits travel and where astral rituals are done.

Here I will go into more in-depth detail for each level.

Level 1: the astral plane.

The astral plane is a replica of earth how we know it now. It has homes and business and churches and everything we know of in our world today, as well as things we do not know of. The astral plane is where all astral rituals happen. They happen in this place so that the saying “on earth as it is in heaven” can be true for this level of heaven. The devil wants to counterfeit everything good to use it for his schemes against man. The devil uses human spirits to perform these astral rituals in the astral church, or temple or forest or wherever they have it, so that at the same moment it is like it is happening here on earth. Those that are in that place at that time, or that are being victimized by the rituals are affected spiritually, emotionally, and even physically. When you are a victim of an astral ritual, or in the same place as one, you may feel sick, dizzy, emotional upheaval, chaos, depression, angst, depression, anger and much more. You may experience physical pain, rashes, ulcers, and much more. It is all an effect of witchcraft on you, but we usually explain it away with physical explanations. “I am just tired, I’ve had a bad day”, etc.

Each person on earth that has alters has alters that live in second heaven. Many more people than we think have alters. If you refer back to my last video about alters you will see that a person can split and have an alter created through various types of trauma, not just ritual abuse. Many more people have experienced ritualistic abuse and are unaware, just as I was for 37 years.

If you have ever heard of déjà vu, or alternate universes or realities, the astral plane is the source of all these ideas and stories. It is basically another version of our world and people’s lives. Alters live in the second heaven and have homes, jobs etc, and do not even realize they are not meant to live there, but in the human body. They are either unaware or don’t want to be a part of their original body and so stay there.

Alters are often convinced they don’t have a choice to be back in the body, because they will be tormented or punished. Even so, the most important goal to alters is to achieve the highest sate of being, which is in the highest level of second heaven. It would be the equivalent of us dying and going to be with God in heaven.

Lucifer has lied and deceived many into believing he is god, the only true god, and that he is good and the light of the world. So to ascend to these higher levels is the most desired place to be for these alters. That way they can be with god, or even be like gods themselves, being all-powerful and worshiped.

 

Level 2: the hive level.

The hive level is where Lucifer carries out some of his most important work. He has many of his demons and even some people’s alters doing jobs and assignments for the kingdom of darkness. In this level it is like a corporation. It is set up with offices for work and dungeons and prisons for torture, as well mock version of hell and lake of fire.

Here head demons give assignments to lower level demons for assignments of harassment, spying, retrieving, etc. Lower level demons check in here for their assignments and also bring prisoners (human spirits) to this level to be tortured or held captive.

For alters being on this level and carry out assignments is a part of ascending to higher levels to get to the third level or highest state of righteousness. It is important to these alters to work hard to keep moving forward, much like a corporate class worker who wants to move up to the head positions. However, most alters at this level stay in a perpetual state of working here, because the hive needs to be kept fully staffed at all times.

 

Level 3: The Kingdom level

The kingdom level is the highest level of second heaven. The fallen angels are worshipped here day and night as gods. Reaching this place is the pinnacle of achievement  and it means you have ascended into the highest of heavens as an ascended master of the dawn.  It is behind the secret veil of knowledge that you will find the throne room of Lucifer himself, where he has set himself up as god of his universe.

Only the highest order of the Nephilim aka the order of the phoenix, the order of the golden dawn, or freemasonry etc are allowed into this most sacred and holiest of places. This is why there are those who would trade their lives in to Satan, because they believe that it is worth it in order to achieve this high level of righteousness and transcend humanness into a god like state.

It is the goal and desire of all demons and human spirits alike to reach this place. It is crowning achievement that they are working their lifetime towards. Only the highest ranking alters and demons have access to this level. You have to be very high up and powerful within the kingdom of darkness to reach this level.

To be high-ranking in the kingdom of darkness means high levels of trauma and abuse. The devil has to create highly dissociated humans who can switch into alters that can perform horrific acts against human nature and against God.

Some of the people who have parts in this level of the kingdom of darkness are living lives as Christians, and normal, good people. You do not have to outwardly be a Satanist or be evil to reach this level, you only have to have been tortured into agreeing with the partnership that brought you there in the first place.

The goal of the devil is to create a whole hidden world of Satanism so that he has as much power and control as he can wield so that when it comes time he can raise a secret army of souls who will do his bidding and go against their very nature. He has created a small group of people who are outwardly evil and who can run and control the masses, and that is all he needs. As long as he has a whole hidden world of human souls willing to do anything for him, that is all he needs.

They will make war on the Lamb, and the Lamb will conquer them, for he is Lord of lords and King of kings, and those with him are called and chosen and faithful.

Revelation 17:14

We need not fear the truth of this world. As evil as things look and feel in this world, there is absolutely no power greater than the power of Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ has defeated death and hell, and He is the King above all kings. There is no other name that holds the power and authority of Jesus Christ. The devil has tried to counterfeit everything good from God, but at the end of the story he will fall from his place in the fake world he created and be banished forever.

The most important thing we can do is continually be willing to allow God to search our hearts for the secret things and then repent of them. It is not easy to know or hear things that we may or may not have been a party to, but the bottom line is Jesus Christ came to save every single person and at this time He is extending His forgiveness to everyone. No one is exempt from his offer of forgiveness, not matter where you are at in life or what you have done. You only have to be willing to hear His voice and repent of what He asks you too. One step at a time.

If our actions made us evil and unable to be saved, I would have been in a hell a long time ago. I have spent my life being forced into unbelievably evil situations from my birth, and Jesus Christ has redeemed each and every one. Every shameful act I had to face, God said I am free and forgiven from it. He has even wiped things away from existence on my behalf, so I could come closer to Him and His offer of love and grace and mercy. He is a good father. He is loving and kind. He loves you more than you can even fathom. And He will go to the ends of the earth to bring you back into His arms, where you rightfully belong. No deed of the devil will go unpunished. He will pay for all of his crimes in his due time. Until then, we must perservere and continue to seek out Jesus will all of our hearts, souls and minds.

and the devil who had deceived them was thrown into the lake of fire and sulfur where the beast and the false prophet were, and they will be tormented day and night forever and ever. Revelation 20:10

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

December 5 2016

Breaking Ties To The Occult

 occult tiesWhen I first came into a realization that I was still connected to the occult, I was confounded to say the least. I had come into this amazing relationship with Christ and had renounced witchcraft, and all my involvement with the occult numerous times. Wasn’t that enough? For some it may well be enough, but for me I knew there was something more than what I was experiencing in this life, something so palpable and tangible that I was willing to keep working to pursue it. That something was personally knowing Christ.

I had come to a point where I had seen the face of God, and felt His love envelope me. That was enough to know that what I was experiencing as a Christian was but a taste of what I was created to have. These times of experiencing God like this were mere moments in my life; and those fleeting moments left an impression on me so deep that I would do whatever it took to have more of the Living God.

I was so oppressed at that point in time. I had brain fog, depression, explosive anger, physical pains and much more. All of this was getting in the way of my daily life, let alone coming closer to God. If this oppression was what was getting in the way of my relationship with Jesus, then it had to be healed and removed. The problem was I had already tried everything I could think of to fix it, and nothing helped.

As the deer pants for streams of water,

so my soul pants for you, my God.

My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.

When can I go and meet with God?

Psalm 42:1-2

As I mentioned before, I openly renounced all of my involvement with witchcraft and the occult many times. I got rid of all my books, tarot cards, crystals, enchanted items, books, and much more. I even got rid of anything that was about witchcraft, such as movies with witchcraft, or fiction books with witchcraft. I was serious about cutting that part of my life off completely. So why was I so oppressed? What had I done to deserve this torment and hell I was living in?

The question was not what had I done, but what had been done to me. The connections to the occult do not always come simply because you chose to participate openly in witchcraft of some sort. As a matter of fact, many people who are attracted to the occult will most likely find they already have hidden connections to the occult within them. That is the reason the attraction is there.

In my last post I talked about being how being indoctrinated into the occult can happen to anyone and they can be completely unaware. I described how blood ties are all that is needed in order to create a connection with the occult into a person. You need not ever openly pursue witchcraft or the occult in order to have been indoctrinated into it’s belief systems. The occult is a way of life, much like Christianity. It prescribes to certain beliefs, thought processes, and mind sets. These beliefs are constantly reinforced through many TV programs, movies, music, and much more.

What I came to learn over this past year is that my connections the occult and witchcraft ran so deep, that even I was unaware of them. Many of my ancestors had been involved in the occult through false religions and worship of false gods and goddesses. Through these false beliefs they were indoctrinated into, they were convinced to give over access to, and the blood rights of, every generation after them. That was all that was needed for the devil to be able to begin his plan over my life.

The coming of the lawless one is by the activity of Satan with all power and false signs and wonders, and with all wicked deception for those who are perishing, because they refused to love the truth and so be saved.

2 Thessalonians 2:9

Thankfully God had a plan far before Satan ever did. He had a plan over my life to bring hope and truth into this dark world. He chose me to be a light, shining brightly in the midst of this darkness, and bring many more torch bearers into awareness with me. At first I really couldn’t hear any of this truth. It was hard enough understanding that I was still in the occult. Let alone that I had been tortured into agreeing to allow many more connections to the occult inside of me.

Many people like myself will have experienced the same type of things, to varying degrees and levels, and have no memory of it either. I only was able to come into the truth of my life because I was willing to pursue Jesus with every ounce of my being. That meant going into the very darkness I had been trying so desperately to hide from. You see, because of the terrible events I was forced to participate in, I believed nothing by horrible things about myself. It was those beliefs; that I was evil, bad, that God hated me, that I was irredeemable; that kept me from every wanting to seek the truth. How could I go to God to find truth when it was the truth that was going to expose how evil I truly was?

Yet week after week I have been willing to walk into the pain, the hell, the terrible memories, and allow Jesus to bring light to all these dark places inside of me. I have been exposed to so much truth and hope and light that it has changed me in ways that are absolutely remarkable. I have gone from oppressed to encouraged; and it is all because of my surrender.

God has a plan for each one of our lives. A plan to bring us into His glory in this world. A plan to partner with us to do amazing things for His Kingdom. This plan was set in place for before the foundation of the world was even laid. Yet many of us have become lost and forsaken in a world that seems to constantly beat us down. God has not given up on you. He hasn’t even begun to show you the miracles He will work inside of you.

 

How can a person who suspects that have been indoctrinated into the occult find freedom? Finding freedom is a process. There is no clear and concise guide on how to do so, but there are definite tools to help a person who is seeking healing and freedom. Each person is going to come to this path in a different way, because each person is unique. Every person has different levels of oppression and also of denial that keep them from knowing more about the hidden truth within them. Yet there is nothing that is impossible with God.

The first step is just to begin to try to connect on a deeper level of intimacy with Christ. Knowing Him more will give us so much strength to continue on a journey that can seem hopeless or impossible. Yet for some, there oppression is so severe that connecting with God is so difficult that it may take great strides to make any progress. Fear not, God will reward you for all your work to connect further with Him.

Deliverance is also another very important step into freedom and healing. It is only one step however. Deliverance was never created to be the completion of the process, but instead, the beginning of it. Deliverance with a trained ministry who knows how to get to the roots of demonic oppression, curses and ancestral blood rights is going to do a great work within you. However, every Christian who has a deliverance needs to do continued work afterwards. This life is a learning process, and a gift not to be taken lightly.

I never recommend self deliverance. We do not have the tools or skill set that allows us to get to the roots of oppression, curses, and blood rights. A true deliverance minister will not only bring us into a new level of freedom, they will also help us to connect to the Holy Spirit in new and amazing ways. They will help us to see miracles happen within us. They will help us to hear the voice of the Living God for ourselves. They are facilitators who allow God to come in and run the show, while maintaining peace and stability.

But now thus says the Lord, he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: “Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. I give Egypt as your ransom, Cush and Seba in exchange for you. Because you are precious in my eyes, and honored, and I love you, I give men in return for you, peoples in exchange for your life. Fear not, for I am with you; I will bring your offspring from the east, and from the west I will gather you.

Isaiah 43:1-5

I recommend that every single Christian have a deliverance, and that they use a ministry that goes to the head demon in charge. For more information on such a ministry, please go to my FAQ page. Many Christians will highly benefit from some sort of inner healing. Inner healing is going to help with healing emotional and spiritual wounds that have been stored up throughout our lives. Every person has some degree of emotional and spiritual trauma within them that has not been addressed, and it will fester inside of us if not healed.

Every person that wants to seek deliverance and inner healing needs to be deeply in prayer over this matter. It is not something to be taken lightly. If a person is not prepared they can be easily led astray by a minister who is actual trained to lead you back into oppression. God will bring the right people into your life at the right time. It took me almost 2 years to find the deliverance ministry that helped me. Two years of fighting and suffering and begging God for help. I had to be ready.

Warfare is a normal part of the Christian walk. The devil is not going to sit idly by while we pursue freedom and the call God has for us here. He is going to do whatever he can to try to trip us up, stop us, or throw us completely off course. Remember, he has already been working against us from day 1. He is not going to stop now.

swordEach Christian needs to begin to learn how to put on the armor God has given them and use the Sword of the Spirit to fight against the devil and his schemes. We need to be able to grow in discernment so we can understand the attack of our enemy. Every good soldier needs to know what they are fighting against and why they are in the battle. Each of us are soldiers in the Mighty Army of God, and as we strengthen ourselves in the Lord, we will grow our discernment and our battle skills.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.

                                                                                                                  Hebrews 12:1-2

Having the occult hidden inside of us is not something to fear. The occult is just another device of the devil that he uses to render us useless against him. These devices are not something that are impossible to overcome, but on the contrary; we were created to overcome them. Think of it this way; you have been entrenched into darkness for a reason. That reason being that when you overcome it, you have the power and the strength to help others overcome it as well. The devil does not want you to overcome it, but when you do, you will be a powerful weapon of God against the darkness.

That is exactly what keeps me going. There are many days when it becomes so difficult I truly want to give up. I want to go back to a simple life of baking and taking care of my family and leave this blog far behind. God always is so kind and loving though, as He gently reminds me that even if I was to quit, the war would still continue. I was made for this, and so were you. Together, we can partner with Jesus Christ, to become an unstoppable force to spread the glory and goodness of God.

You don’t have to be ready, you just have to be willing. Trust in Jesus. Be with Him. Tell Him your fears. He already knows them all. Believe that He is going to redeem every bit of hell you have experienced in this world and absolutely turn it around for your good. He loves you. You were worth the highest price to Him. He paid it willingly, for you. No matter how bad you may think you are, how useless or worthless. To Jesus Christ, you were worth it all. And that is a fact that nothing can change.

The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”

Luke 4:18-19

February 22 2016

Are Tattoos Blood Rituals?

tattoosI was very excited to get my first tattoo. It was my eighteenth birthday and my best friend had offered to pay for it as a gift. I had been looking forward to getting a tattoo for quite some time! To me it was a symbol of who I am and of my freedom. She even picked out a place for us to go and have it done. I was a little leery when she drove me out to a part of town I didn’t know very well and it didn’t look very nice. This was about 20 years ago when tattoos were not so popular, and more hidden in the seedier areas of town. The guy that gave me a tattoo had his shop in the front of his house and was a biker. Perfectly nice guy, but very out of the ordinary experience for me. I originally wanted a small tattoo on my hand of the moon. Thankfully he talked me out of getting it on my hand and someplace I could hide it easier. So I got a medium-sized moon with stars on the inside of my right ankle. Truth be told I hated it afterwards. I felt like I made a huge mistake. It was not what I imagined, yet I was now stuck with it because I was going to have it forever!

That tattoo would come to mean more to me later as I began to worship the moon. It was more of a symbol of who I was as a pagan and witch. I would sit in the back yard on a full moon and worship it. I adored the moon and believed it was a goddess. I was in awe at the power and majesty of the moon. I would talk to the moon and bask in its light. It’s what I believed. I grew further in my beliefs of New Age and the occult while my practice of witchcraft intensified. A few years later I finally had the chance to get another tattoo to commemorate my dedication to my pagan faith and being a witch. I got a pentagram tattoo on my left shoulder, with a vine wrapped around it. I loved it. It was everything that I was.

 They exchanged the truth about God for a lie, and worshiped and served created things rather than the Creator—who is forever praised. Amen.

Romans 1:25

My next tattoo was many years after that. I let my at the time boyfriend tattoo me. He was not a tattoo artist, but aspiring to be. I let him tattoo a large black dragonfly on my right shoulder. It was big and badly down and black. Dark black. It was a very abusive relationship. It ended soon after that (after 5 years of hell) and I wanted very much to never see the vile tattoo again. Unfortunately it is very hard to cover up a black tattoo. I got a lotus flower over it, but it bled through. Three times. I could not cover this monster and reminder of pain up. Finally I went to seven tattoo artists to see about getting it covered up. I was told I would have to go big to distract away from the tattoo I was trying to hide. So I ended up getting a half sleeve. I didn’t really have anything I wanted to add to what I had, so I went with the suggestion of a koi fish and some water. It is a very pretty tattoo. I get compliments on it all the time. I really hate it. I never wanted a tattoo so big and I know the meaning of it. Pain.

When I became a Christian my tattoos became a symbol of my past. My involvement with witchcraft and the occult, and the pain of my broken life. I hated, no despised them completely. I was embarrassed by my pentagram tattoo. I was committed to Jesus Christ now and didn’t want anyone thinking I was still pagan. I went to a tattoo shop to find out about getting it covered up. I really didn’t even want another tattoo. It was another seedy tattoo shop with a guy who pronounced not only his love for Jesus but also smoking pot. He was very nice, but I was quite shocked by the whole thing. I didn’t have a lot of options for covering up the pentagram, except a flower. Or I could go big again. No way. I walked out thinking about just doing it, but not feeling very good about getting another tattoo.

“ ‘Do not cut your bodies for the dead or put tattoo marks on yourselves. I am the Lord.” Leviticus 19:28

The verse about tattoos in the Bible really got me to thinking. It seemed pretty clear that God was saying not to get tattoos. Yet I knew Christians who had tattoos, some were even in memory of the dead. I wanted to follow what God said, because let’s face it, He knows better than we do. If God said we should not do something, it is for a good reason. I just wasn’t sure what the reason was. I decided to explore more about tattoos and why Christians shouldn’t get them. I found many reasons on why a Christian shouldn’t get a tattoo, such as our body is a temple of God and we should not defile it, or we should be set apart and holy. There are some very good arguments for why a Christian should not get tattoos. Then I found an article about tattoos and blood rituals of ancient times. The article was very eye opening to me, because I was still very naive to the spirit realm and the ways of the devil. I never have been able to find that article again.

Since then I have learned quite a bit about blood rituals and sacrifices. In my deliverance from demonic oppression I found out that my grandfather gave the rights to my life over to the devil in a blood ritual, where he shed his own blood. A blood ritual is a satanic ritual that is done as a covenant or pact. There are at least two people involved in this type of ritual. The person who is shedding their own blood, and the person who is invoking a demon and its power.  The person who is shedding their blood is the recipient in this transaction. They are giving their blood (life) in order to receive some sort of benefit, such as life, prosperity, fame, fortune or power. The cuts are now an open doorway for the entrance of evil spirits (demons) which you have granted permission. By agreeing to and participating in the shedding of your blood, you have give the devil a right to you. Often people who participate in a blood ritual also give over rights to future generations.

These blood rituals have been going on for thousands of years, in many different cultures. Other forms of blood rituals involve cutting or mutilating yourself in mourning for the dead, or to appease the gods (demons) that you worship. It was believed that the gods were in control of everything from weather to health and people wanted to do whatever they could to show the gods that they would make them happy. That included shedding your own blood, or killing another human being. The gods were often angry and demanding and the people were very scared of what the gods would do.

For the life of the flesh is in the blood, and I have given it for you on the altar to make atonement for your souls, for it is the blood that makes atonement by the life. Leviticus 17:11

I realize that tattoos are not exactly the same as cutting yourself. You are not taking a knife to your arm and cutting it. However, you are piercing your skin with a needle between 50 to 3,00 times a minute. You are also shedding your blood, and you are making a choice to pierce your skin and shed your blood. You also have to consider the person who is doing the tattoo. Where are they at religiously or spiritually? If they are another religion or hold spiritual beliefs of the New Age or occult, what does the tattoo mean to them? The one who holds the tattoo gun is the one who is shedding your blood. That is a very powerful position over you. If they are praying over you to their god or goddess, how does that affect you while you are openly submitting to them shedding your blood? Does it really matter if your tattoo is of a cross or a Bible verse in this case?

In this day and age tattoos are considered art work and symbols of things that have influenced our lives. Yet in ancient times tattoos were much more than that. In Egypt during the 1400 B.C. era, tattoos were often tributes to gods and goddesses, as well as symbols of protection from evil or a permanent magical talisman. They were also possibly used in rituals to mark allegiance with a certain god, or even a covenant to that god. These rituals would have needed shed blood and probably were sexual in nature as well. The Israelistes would have been highly influenced by the world of the Egyptians, coming out of Egypt and it being such a powerful nation. Egyptians are well known for their worship of many deities, as well as their obsession with sex, death and magic.

In ancient Greece and Rome, tattoos were used as a punishment and a sign you were a slave or criminal. Tattoos were used the same way in ancient Japan until the 18th century. Primitive tribes use tattoos much as the Egyptians did – as a form of connection with their deities and for protection. Tattooing has had some part in different cultures for centuries. Tattoos, from their origins are from the occult. Over time, tattoos have changed to go with modern times. It would not be acceptable in many cultures to use them as punishment anymore and most people claim tattoos as artwork. Yet tattoos hold very deep meaning for the people who get them most of the time.

Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.

1 Corinthians 6:19-20

I have no hard evidence that tattoos are a part of a blood ritual, but I think we can see from research that tattoos certainly are a part of a deeper spiritual practice that comes from ancient times. The Bible warns against getting tattoos or cutting yourself, because during that time it was common for the Israelistes to fall away from God and into the practices of the world around them. The world around them was steeped in the occult – witchcraft, worship of multiple deities, rituals, and sacrifices. Even though many people today do not have any intention towards being involved in witchcraft or blood rituals when they get tattoos, does not mean they aren’t inadvertently doing so. The occult is deeply rooted in our world, as it is the tool of the devil to bring us into his kingdom. This world is the devil’s domain, and we are just here visiting. It is very easy to get caught up in this physical realm and all that we see, and forget there is a spiritual realm that is affecting us every minute. It is also easy to take everything at face value and not look deeper into the meanings and origins of what we do.

shedbloodDoes God hate tattoos? Is He angry at you because you have a tattoo? No. God hates evil, and God knows your heart. If you have tattoos that does not mean you are evil or against God. You must take your heart before the God of mercy and love and let Him work it out with you. God will show you what is right before His eyes and what is harmful to you. I am writing this because it has been on my mind for a long time, thinking about tattoos and why the Bible speaks out against them. I have heard many arguments about why the verse in Leviticus about tattoos isn’t relevant today, and that is why I wanted to present food for thought. As I learn more about my life and about the inner workings of the spiritual realm, I have realized how deep the deceptions of the devil go. He has layer upon layer of deception in this world, so that he may keep his lies and his devices against us a secret. He does a great job at it. I am here to help uncover them.

No matter what, you are a child of the One True King, and you are deeply and wholly loved by Jesus. He has died for you, so that you may have an abundant life. Yet it is God who determines what abundance is, not us. We look to things and accomplishments to find our riches, but our riches lie in Jesus Christ alone. We have no idea the wonderful things God has in store for us if we cannot stop and connect our hearts with His. We need to stop daily to align ourselves with the heart and will of our Creator God. He will lead us into righteousness, not this world. We just need to keep trusting in God, to bring us closer to glory, day by day, as we look to Him for all of our needs, and all of the answers for our life.

He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed. 1 Peter 2:24

 

August 10 2015

Witness to a Spiritual Deliverance

amazing-736885_640I have to admit, my husband and I have not always had the best relationship. When we first met, I actually did not like him. At all. In fact, he annoyed me. I actually love to tell this story, because now we are very close and in love. He is my best friend and I cannot imagine life without him! It was a miracle from God that moved my heart toward him in a time when I did not even believe in God or even in love. We started dating when we were just friends and I was far from ready for a relationship. I had just come out of a very abusive 5 year relationship and I wanted nothing more to do with relationships ever again.

My husband was quite determined however, that I would be his. In just a few short months time we were living together due to unforeseen circumstances. Yet still, I did not have deep feelings for him. The deepest feelings I had at that time were of fear and the need to protect myself from being hurt again. My husband had also come out of an abusive relationship, and so we both had a lot of baggage as we entered into a hesitant commitment. There were many times where we would get into explosive arguments and even come to physical blows with each other.

 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11

Again, I can only say by a miracle of God we stayed together and within a year were married. It was not that we didn’t love each other, but we were just two broken, messed up people, who had no clue on how to deal with relational problems. My husband had a pretty bad temper when I first met him. And there were some times that he even scared me. Those memories are long gone now, as we have been through immense healing by the power of the Lord Jesus Christ. Yet he still seemed to carry anger with him, even into his walk with Jesus. It bothered me a lot. There were also some other things that he carried over, such as his lack of communication. I often felt that he didn’t listen to me, and there would be many times that I would talk to him and he just wouldn’t even respond. It was a huge point of contention for us, and it caused many, many fights.

During the past two years as our walk in the Christian faith, I have spent a lot of time seeking our spiritual deliverance. Within the first year I began to learn about spiritual attack and the reality of demons in my life. These were things that I would not have even believed in before, yet my life was being turned upside down by many physical and emotional ailments. My husband too had other problems outside of his anger and communication, such as bad back and neck pain that would not ever go away, and just falling asleep at Bible studies. I really wanted him to also seek out spiritual deliverance, but he just didn’t seem to think he was worth the healing of spiritual deliverance. I tried pushing him into seeking it out, as I was, but he would not. Finally I let it go, and continued on my own path to spiritual deliverance.

Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10

Finally after many prayer and healing sessions I had a huge turn in my spiritual healing! I met with a spiritual deliverance ministry that went toe to toe with the head demon living inside of me. I learned so much about why I had continued physical and emotional ailments that I just could not be healed of, not matter what I did. And at the end of this amazing prayer session when the spiritual deliverance ministers asked the Holy Spirit to speak to me, there was a clear message directed to my husband. The message of the Holy Spirit was that it was now my husband’s turn to experience true spiritual deliverance and healing! I was beyond excited, and so began to process of getting my husband ready for his own spiritual deliverance appointment!

The spiritual deliverance ministry requires a short questionnaire to be filled out before the appointment is made. This in itself posed a problem, because I knew it would be very difficult to get my husband to sit down and fill it out. It took about two weeks for him to answer the questions, but as soon as he did I emailed it in and we set an appointment for just a few days later. My husband was nervous after seeing my spiritual deliverance. The reality that he probably had demons living inside of him was intimidating to say the least. I can’t tell you the obstacles we had to overcome to make it to that appointment. But with faithfulness and obedience to the Lord, we made it.

“And call upon me in the day of trouble; I will deliver you, and you shall glorify me.” Psalm 50:15

I have to admit I was quite excited to be on the other end of the spiritual deliverance this time. This ministry was quite experienced and capable, and I was eager to see my husband experience new-found freedom. I was also interested to see what ways the enemy has tried to oppress him from his Godly calling in life. The ministry team began by having my husband read a prayer that helped him to repent for past sins and any right he had given over to demons unknowingly through that sin. They then went right into interrogating the head demon in charge. The way this works is they command the demon to become subject to them by the power and authority of Jesus. This way the demon has to answer and do so truthfully.

I watched and listened for over two hours as they questioned this head demon. It was a very straightforward process and we found out answers to many things that had seemed to hinder my husband for so many years. For instance, his anger. It came from a blood sacrifice done over him by his father in a Masonic ceremony. My husbands grandfather was a Mason, and it went up for many generations . The Masons are a polytheistic religion that incorporates many pagan rituals into it. This rituals are often done for power, fame, and wealth. Children are often dedicated to one of their many gods to gain these great benefits. These rituals can include blood-letting, homosexual acts, and child sacrifice. This masonry opens you up to a spirit of anger, rage, hate, chaos and violence.

This head demon also gave specific information on a relationship curse that was over my husband, that caused the breakdown of all relationships. This curse hindered my husband from communicating with people he loved. Wow. That was huge for me, because for so many years I held anger and resentment for time times I felt that my husband was refusing to talk to me or listen to me. This demon also admitted to times when he and his minions tried to kill my husband. Such as causing him to fall asleep while cooking, which led to his stove catching on fire. Or causing him to drive drunk so he would get into an accident.

Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. Luke 10:19

I know many people do not believe in demons, or the fact that they can indeed reside inside of a Christian. However this is another lie of the enemy. You can indeed have the Holy Spirit indwelling in your own spirit, and still have a demon inside of you as well. If you have the Holy Spirit inside of you, demons cannot go into your human spirit. They can however come into your physical being and once we give them rights or permission unknowingly, they are allowed to stay. Some may say this is crazy or impossible, but I tell you the truth. There is absolutely nowhere in scripture that says a Christian cannot have demons inside of them. Christians cannot be possessed – that is when a demon can be in your very spirit – there is a difference.

spiritual deliveraceSince this amazing spiritual deliverance my husband is indeed a new man with a new-found freedom. Before where he felt unable to read the Bible, he now is reading it every single day. This demon made it clear that he wanted to keep my husband from the Word and the Truth! That the Truth of God’s Word is power! My husband has been released from all back and neck pain as well – which the demon admitted was 100% demonic. My husband was walking around in demonic oppression, suffering for so many years but was completely unaware. And so are many other people in this world. We are living in the enemies domain and he hates us more than anything. His passion in life is to destroy people, because we are made in God’s image. Do not be fooled by the lies of Satan – he is a prowling lion waiting to devour you.

That evening they brought to him many who were oppressed by demons, and he cast out the spirits with a word and healed all who were sick. Matthew 8:16

If you are reading this and you are full of disbelief or even disgust at such notions, I completely understand. There was a season in my life (ok more like most of my life) where I did not even believe in Satan or demons! And that was while I was a practicing witch! It was only through my seeking God with all of my heart, mind and soul, and asking for truth and asking for healing, that He began to reveal the truth of demonic oppression in this world. For me it was a slow journey, because it took some time for me to really believe that demons were in my life and wanting to torment me. I often asked myself if I was crazy, because this is not normal every day stuff in the US today. However, if you were to research other countries, the presence of demons is common knowledge and widely accepted.

Does this mean we should fear what the devil is doing to us at this very moment? Absolutely not! We should stand up and fight! We have been equipped with knowledge, power and authority to trample on the serpent! We have the Armor of God to protect us, and many accounts of Jesus Himself casting our demons from His people. Even the powers and principalities of darkness must bow at the name of Jesus! Be thankful for this wonderful things that God has given us, because He has created you for such a time as this! To rise up, as a mighty warrior for His Kingdom! To proclaim freedom from oppression, to release the captives from bondage and to walk in a partnership with the Holy Spirit.

“The Spirit of the Lord is on me,
    because he has anointed me
    to proclaim good news to the poor.
He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners
    and recovery of sight for the blind,
to set the oppressed free,
 to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”

Luke 4:18-19

I am so thankful for all the healing work God has done during this spiritual deliverance. My husband is a wonderful man whom I love with all of my heart. He is an amazing father and I thank God for Him every day. I also thank him for allowing me to share his testimony from my point of view for the purpose of advancing the Kingdom of God.

July 13 2015

Demons Are Not Just In Hell

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Do you believe in demons? Do you believe they are more than a story in the Bible or fantasy in a movie? Do you believe that demons are present in your life right now, looking to cause you harm? Or do you believe that demons do not exist at all?

I never believed in demons before a couple of years ago, and I was a witch. But as a witch I believed that what I did was for the good of all. I didn’t believe in Satan or hell, and in my mind I had nothing to do with them. I never knew anyone who believed in demons either. Demons were for scary movies, and I loved scary movies. And Halloween. I loved that too! It wasn’t until I finally accepted the Bible as the inerrant Word of God that I began to believe in demons. Then I accepted it as truth that they were real, even though I had no real experience with demons. Or so I thought.

All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the servant of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work. 2 Timothy 3:16-17

I think it is very hard for some people to believe that demons are real. After all, most people cannot actually see them. And I don’t think most Christians think much about demons at all. This is exactly what Satan wants us to do – ignore him and go on with our lives as if he doesn’t even exist. That only makes his job so much easier. If we acknowledge Satan and his demons then that means we claim the power of victory over him. That means that we learn to fight him with the power of the name and blood of Jesus Christ that we have inherited.

Have you ever been plagued with pain or physical ailments that would not go away even with treatment? Have you ever had problems with a particular sin, that you could not be freed from no matter how hard you tried? Have you ever been so stuck in emotion, such as depression or anger, that you feel as though you are drowning in it and can’t get help? If this has ever happened to you, there is a good chance it is being caused by demons. It is true that Christians cannot be possessed by demons. But what many are not aware of is that demons can still live inside of us. They cannot control us, but they can cause many problems and torment us. I know this is true, because I have experienced it in my own life.

Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 1 Peter 5:8

Since becoming born again by the saving grace of Jesus Christ, I have come to learn a lot about demons and spiritual attack. I have had many problems in the past two years, such as debilitating brain fog, anxiety, anger,, severe bloating in my stomach, and more. These are all problems that I tried to address both physically and spiritually. I tried seeing different doctors, taking supplements, changing my diet, and using whatever I could that might give me any relief to any of these problems. I also had people pray over me for healing over and over again. With all of these things I began to see improvement with my symptoms – temporarily. Within a matter of days or a week my symptoms would literally get worse. I have gone through this for over a year – the process of trying to heal and claim the victorious life in Christ I know I can have. The kicker came when I finally got a full physical and blood panel and was told there was nothing wrong with me – I was as healthy as could be!

I became increasingly desperate in my attempts to find healing. My brain fog was so bad I could not take care of my own children anymore. It would send me into severe bouts of depression that I hadn’t experienced since being saved. It just didn’t seem right to me to get better and then get so much worse. I believed in spiritual attack and evil. And I have seen and felt the presence of demons before. After coming out of a long life of rebellion against God – witch craft and the occult, drug and alcohol abuse, and much more – I knew that Satan himself was hell-bent on keeping my bound.

For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Ephesian 6:12

Finally I was desperate enough that I googled “deliverance ministry” searching for one near me. There wasn’t much in the results, but I did find one! I asked my husband to call and check it out. We made an appointment and went down to met the man who ran the deliverance ministry. He worked with a church and made appointments every Tuesday evening. He was a great guy who spent time in worship and praise to Jesus during the prayer time. He was very genuine and taught me more about spiritual warfare. He cast demons out of me and the next day my brain fog was gone!

I was ecstatic that my brain fog was gone. I claimed victory and healing over the brain fog, and when I felt it begin to try to sneak up on me again, I rebuked it. Yet I still had other problems. I was still searching for an answer as to why I was still experiencing physical ailments and spiritual attack. I continued seeking healing prayer and got no results whatsoever. I was frustrated and exhausted from trying. I was ready to just give up and accept things the way they were.

It was not until I came to a deliverance ministry that addressed my spiritual problem in a new way. That is to summon the head demon living inside of me and put them on trial. I know that sounds pretty far-fetched to some. It was quite a strange experience and I am still reeling from it myself. Yet I can testify that when the deliverance ministers began to summon the head demon and speak to it – I clearly heard a voice that was not mine. I felt a presence that was angry, hateful, annoyed, bored, disgusted and boastful. How can that be? How can I have had so many healing and deliverance prayers and still have demons inside of me? It was something that confused me greatly, because shouldn’t I be all cleaned out by now? I have repented for all the things I have done against God, over and over again. I have had deliverance ministers cast out demons from me. I have felt the healing power of Jesus touch me and envelop me. I have been high on the Holy Spirit to the point where all I could do was laugh. How could there be anything demonic in me whatsoever?

The God of peace will soon crush Satan under your feet. The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. Romans 16:20

I was soon to find out the answer to this as the deliverance ministers began to question this thing. Long ago before I was ever born, I was given over to Satan in a blood sacrifice by someone in my family. And not just by one family member, but two. One, a Mormon, did it for power. Mormons are known to use Masonic style rites and rituals. Joseph Smith, the founder of Mormonism was a Freemason and took much of what he learned in creating his new religion. If you are not familiar with Freemasonry, it is a polytheistic religious cult that believes man is becoming God. The other family member did it unknowingly. I sealed it all with my own blood ritual – cutting myself as a depressed teenager. I was doomed before birth to be given over to darkness. Suddenly my life made a lot more sense to me.

This blood sacrifices resulted in a generational curse that has come down the line and into my own children. I have seen the fruit of this curse in my life and in my children. I have seen uncontrollable anger, rage, violence, and hatred passed down from me and to my children. It has caused many emotional and mental problems for all of us. I can only assume that this has also affected many other family members as well. I know families are often dysfunctional, but I have to say this answer some questions for me about some serious and strange things going on with mine.

By the end of the deliverance session we were able to find out all the rights that these demons were able to get so that they could continue stay. We revoked all rights and sent this head demon and all of his minions away. I was exhausted after three hours of prayer, but excited! I was ready to be totally free from demons and their attacks in my life. But the week that followed turned out to be the worst week of all. My husband and I were fighting like we hated each other. My kids were trying to kill each other. I began to doubt myself and feel like I was crazy and felt depression creeping in again. There just had to be something wrong with me. I was doomed for life, never to be free, never to be happy.

armorI am not telling you this story so that you would be fearful, but quite the opposite. I want you to know that there is nothing to fear on this earth or in hell, because Satan and his demons have already lost. As hard as they work, as much as they may plague humans, that is the best they can ever do. They hate us and want to destroy us because we are made in the image of God, and one day we will live with Jesus in heaven for all eternity. And that hope is what we need to cling to, day after day as we fight the good fight. We need to persevere through trials and become mature and complete, growing in our faith. We need to learn to do spiritual battle with the enemy and completely and wholly rely on Jesus Christ.

Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7

After a week of feeling like I was a real loser God brought a powerful message to me. I  was waiting to arrive at some state where I was untouchable by evil, but I realized that I was waiting for something that doesn’t exist. It was another lie I believed that was holding me captive. We live in Satan’s domain. We are always going to have spiritual warfare in our lives. It’s a matter of being aware of our enemy and learning to put on our spiritual armor. We have to depend on God every moment of every day, and stop trying to fight the battle alone. We have to remember that God is so much bigger than any problem or any demon that we have, and that even if we have to suffer for a season, He will use it to work together for our good. That is a promise that we should not take for granted.

Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. Luke 10:19