November 13 2017

Alternate Personalities: Satan’s Mind Control Slaves! Satanic Illuminati Part 2

alternate personalitiesAlternate personalities or dissociative identities are born in order to manage certain behaviors, experiences and feelings. Each alter can function either independently of one another, or in conjunction with others. Alters can be unaware of the inside system of parts, or that it is even a part of a body. Many alters actually live outside of the body, having traveled to second heaven.

Each alter is created for a specific purpose. An alter can be created through ritual abuse trauma, but also through other childhood traumas. Getting lost, abuse, neglect, death of a loved one and other such traumas can be cause for enough dissociation for a new alternative personality to be born.

Each alter is created at different ages and stages of development of the person, lending to that alters mental age/stage of development. The purpose of ritual abuse is to create a complex inner system of parts that can be controlled and called out at will.

Each alter has its own set of beliefs about itself, the world, and God. It carries the memory of the trauma that is was born of, however some alters do block out that memory in order to do its job or assignment. Alters can be either male or female, animal, or even non living objects/inanimate objects. Alters may even believe they are dead and buried, ghosts, or even in hell. All this is done to keep this inner system as complex as possible, making it extremely difficult to discover and undo.

Each alter is assigned with different roles or assignments to do their part in keeping the complex inner system running. Some alters have the job of channeling the demonic, opening portals for human spirits, traveling to second heaven, doing astral rituals, worshiping false idols, etc, Self inflicted punishment and abuse is very common in a dissociative person. All these roles work in conjunction to keep the person in a constant state of disarray.

Alters are often charged with the role of doing witchcraft and participating in rituals. These rituals can be either physical or astral. The purpose of witchcraft is to cause harm to others, physical, mental or spiritual, manipulate or control others, and also to spy on and harass others. These alters perform these tasks outside of the conscious understanding of the person, and most likely the dissociative person has no idea that they have parts of them doing witchcraft or leaving their body.

Once alters are created, they are controlled by threats of imminent death, or through the seductive promises of power, fame, fortune, love and protection from harm. Usually the alters have no idea that they indeed have any other choice than to follow orders programmed in to them, because the programming takes place to either a very young mind or an alter brought forward that has the developmental age of a very young person.

Alters are programmed to come forward at a certain trigger. It can be a word, phrase, picture/image, song, name, etc. Popular songs, movies, etc of the time in which the programming takes place, are used. Classics that never fade from pop culture, as well as fairy tales and other such stories are also used. Popular examples are most classic Disney movies, all Star Wars movies, the Wizard of Oz, Alice in Wonderland, Hansel and Gretel, etc.

When an alter is triggered it runs the programming that was instilled within it. This could be to run the body and take it to rituals or other occult activities, or it could be to stay behind the scenes and control the feelings or the way the dissociative person experiences what is happening in the moment.

The complex inner system is set up to appear perfectly normal to the outside world so that the dissociative person can function as normally as possible. The alters appear to be just different facets of the personality. For one person they could switch from several different alters within a day, each one just seamlessly moving with the circumstances of life. A person can seem to just be moody, or have a bad temper, or become easily depressed or anxious. They could be more care free and innocent or childish, or maybe they can seem very reckless and irresponsible. We have come to see it as normal to be swayed with emotions and have larger than life personalities, so this behavior is easily accepted by others.

The basic purpose of creating this complex inner system is to control humans without them being aware. The devil wants to turn everyone away from Christ, to hate themselves, and to loose their Christ given identity. All this will work towards destroying the Church and the name of Jesus Christ. Ultimately the goal of Satan is to create a secret End Times army that of mind controlled alters that will turn rebel against the sovereignty and authority of God.

Behold, I am coming soon, bringing my recompense with me, to repay each one for what he has done.  I am the Alpha and the Omega, the first and the last, the beginning and the end.”

Revelation 22:12-13

While this may be the intention of Lucifer, he is never going to succeed. Ultimately his plan will be devastated, as Scripture has revealed to us that he is merely an impostor whose defeat is imminent. No matter what schemes the enemy has devised, they cannot compare to the awesome power of our God.

If you have fear in your heart, then look to the Lord Jesus Christ. Let Him be the author of your hope and your destiny here in this world. No matter the devils agenda, we still have the free will choice to turn our lives over to Him. He will wash away all of our fear and bring us into truth and freedom. Jesus Christ is the way, the truth and the life, and the only way to our eternity in heaven. The time we have here on this earth will be like a blink of an eye in the scope of eternity.

Until then we must continue to submit fully to God. We must be willing to surrender our will and our lives, no matter the cost, over to Him, day by day. Jesus is the only way to freedom. Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom, so allow Jesus into all the innermost recesses of your heart and mind, so He can begin to bring healing and hope back to your life.

“Blessed are you, O Lord, the God of Israel our father, forever and ever.  Yours, O Lord, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the victory and the majesty, for all that is in the heavens and in the earth is yours. Yours is the kingdom, O Lord, and you are exalted as head above all.  Both riches and honor come from you, and you rule over all. In your hand are power and might, and in your hand it is to make great and to give strength to all.  And now we thank you, our God, and praise your glorious name.”

1 Chronicles 29:10-13

November 6 2017

How Mind Control Programming Affects Us All: Satanic Illuminati Part 1

mind control programmingMind control programming is the ability to control and/or manipulate a persons thoughts, feelings, beliefs and actions through implanted subconscious level coded instructions via subatomic devices. Mind control programming is placed by suggestions to the subconscious mind during a traumatic event. The programmer then creates pathways into the inner lobe of the brain in order to access the deepest recesses of the subconscious mind.

This is where encoded instructions are kept and reinforced through visual, sensational, and autonomic hyper stimulation. Once these instructions are encoded into the brain, and the pathways are formed through trauma, constant reinforcement is set up through triggers. Triggers can be various levels of personal trauma i.e. physical, emotional, life events/circumstances, etc. as well as visual aids i.e. images, pictures, symbols, etc. and sounds i.e. music notes, voices, phrases, words, etc. The brain us set up to automatically respond to these triggers and run the corresponding programming.

The base of mind control programming is conditioning. Conditioning is the process of learning through association between reward/punishment as a result of a particular action. Conditioning starts as early as birth, when an infant learns by how a parent responds to its cries. The repeated responses send signals through neurotransmitters, encoding the information into the brain. For example, a child that is the victim of neglect receives the information that its basic needs are not being met on a repeated basis. This translates to a physical and then emotional level, creating thought patterns and belief systems about oneself, i.e. “I am unlovable. I am worthless. I am unimportant.’, etc.

This is reinforced through the lifespan by seemingly similar circumstances i.e. trauma triggers. For example, as an adult not having the emotional needs met can trigger a sense of repeated worthlessness and self hate. Any reminder of the trauma reinforces the created interactions in the brain. Often time it causes the individual to feel like they are reliving moments of past abuse over and over again, thus being triggered back into the trauma state.

There are three levels of trauma in which programming is built upon. Basic level trauma creates mesencephalon (midbrain) level trauma which leads to gaps in the cerebral cortex, causing minor level personality split. Basic level trauma consists of that is high in emotional pain/trauma and low in physical pain/trauma. All programming starts at this level and builds upon itself exponentially.

Second level trauma is high levels of emotional and physical pain, yielding high levels of emotional trauma, but low levels of physical trauma. Third level trauma creates both high levels of physical and emotional pain, as well as resulting in high levels of physical and emotional trauma.

These types of trauma begin by creating neuron pathways aka supernatural highways. These supernatural highways are used to send all supernatural activity through, including such things as the ability to astral travel to and from second heaven, communicate with others outside of your body or scope of understanding (aka the dead, demons, etc) and even God Himself. They are also used to gather supernatural knowledge and understanding and are used as portals and gateways into and out of the body itself by any and all beings, whether natural or supernatural. All supernatural information travels on these superhighways, being directed and redirected at will.

When programmers get access to these pathways, they create electronic devices in which to download telepathic and kinesthetic files, tapes and reset buttons, as well as beacons and platforms. This allows total control of the brain waves and its receptors and functions, by the programmer, and gives complete access to all parts of the brain at all times, unless inhibited by neurotransmitter functions.

Another example of how programming works is the emotional stimuli via repeated imagery. A child who repeatedly watches the same movie over and over again is being rewarded with sensual stimuli. The combination of visual and auditory stimuli produces a symphony of emotional responses, i.e. elation, sadness, fear, ecstasy, etc. The use of storybook characters sets a scene for an entire fantasy world to be set yp inside the child. The child can live vicariously through each of the different characters, playing out different thoughts and feelings and beliefs that have been programmed in.

For example, the Wizard of Oz is a very popular movie used in mind control programming. A child can be Dorothy: lost in a tornado, stuck in chaos, perpetually spinning out of control. Or the Cowardly Lion: Living in fear and the inability to act, making decisions based on fear. Or The Tin Man: only able to react in certain situations, frozen in others. These are just a few of the many characters that are used.

With each viewing of the movie the child is being conditioned to respond in certain ways and believe certain things. The witch is evil yet powerful. The witch is feared, yet also revered for her power. A special song plays whenever the wicked witch takes the scene, yet this same song is played when the mean aunt comes to steal away Toto. This reinforces that the wicked witch can be anyone at anytime, coming to harm you and those you love.

Dorothy is both the victim and the heroine, always maintaining a child-like innocence. Her whole journey is a quest to go home; the place that fulfills her hears desire. By the end of the movie her journey turns out to be nothing more than a fever induced dream that only resembles facets of her reality. This is all used into creating and reinforcing the belief that life is a grand illusion; a story being played out. The lines of reality and fantasy have been intentionally blurred as to cause confusion about the state of mental clarity during the programming. Once the programming is running it becomes so well lived it is indistinguishable from ones own thoughts and beliefs, guaranteeing its establishment.

With modern technology, it is now possible to instill these programs into the immature mind without opening up the pathways to neurons through trauma. Instead, micro-cellular devices are installed at birth with the first shots in the hospital. These micro-cellular devices have the capacity to run via endorphin release. Endorphins are neurotransmitters and pass signals from one neuron to the next. They release endorphins into the inner system which allows micro-cellular devices to run. The endorphins are produced as a response to stress, fear, pain and euphoria.

Emissions from screens (televisions, cell phones, etc) emit an electromagnetic energy that communicates with the nano technology. The demonic attach to the micro technology or nanotechnology. Demons that enter in through this technology do not need permission to enter or stay, because the technology is already in the body. The demons continue to run the programming and release endorphins as needed.

He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away. Revelation 21:4

While mind control programming might be predominant in this season of history, it is in no way in total control over our lives. Only Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, has the final say over what happens in this world and in our lives. We may have relinquished this world over to evil, but Jesus is still King and Lord over all. There is nothing that can stop or change that, ever.

We must remember that we still have a free will choice to submit our lives and everything in it over to God. Our Father in heaven in not sitting idly by watching all this happen. He is actively present in the war the devil is waging upon us, and is doing much more than our human minds can ever perceive. What matters most is our soul and spirit, and while the devil means to corrupt our souls and send us to hell, Jesus means to bring us life saving salvation through His atoning sacrifice. That is a power that is unstoppable and eternal.

God’s promises never fade. He is an everlasting God that is no created being. He is eternal and so are our spirits. That is why He does everything to protect our spirit so we can remain with Him forever. Yes, some people do ultimately choose evil. That does not change the goodness of God, or the might of His power. He gave us free will so we might choose our own destiny, and some people do choose the temptations of the devil over the love of our God. However, I do not believe there are nearly as many people that choose evil over God.

Satan’s powers are temporary. God’s power is eternal. We know that He will prevail. We are called to fight. God is calling out to the sleeping masses and saying,  “Awake, O sleeper, and arise from the dead, and Christ will shine on you.” Ephesians 5:14. So rise up brothers and sisters, to the call of the Holy One and allow His light to shine on you, and raise you from your slumber. The devil’s day is almost done, and the army of Christ needs to stand firm and fight.

For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.

Ephesians 2:8-9

 

October 10 2014

Welcome to the Other Side of Darkness

My name is Beth, and I am here to tell you my story. A story of my journey into a life of darkness, hopelessness and despair; into the very pits of what I call hell, and the amazing force that brought me up out of the darkness, and into the light.

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I have always felt alone and sad. I never felt good enough or loved. As a teen I was raped by my boyfriend and became suicidal. Later I fell into drugs and alcohol, which consumed a large part of my life. In my search for truth and meaning in life, I delved deeply into the occult and witch craft and new age for several years. I was in several abusive relationships and continued to be depressed and lost for many years.

Does any of this resonate with you? Have you ever struggled with depression or suicidal thoughts? Or maybe your struggle was with addiction to drugs or alcohol. Have you been searching, wondering, why you are here? Is there a purpose in life? Have you suffered and been so tired that you just can’t take it anymore? Was there a time in your life you used witch craft or new age practices in your search for the truth?

I am here to tell you I understand completely. I have walked in those shoes as well. I have felt unbearable pain and sought to try any means possible to numb it or take it away. You are not alone. There is hope. There is help and healing for you. I have received unbelievable healing, comfort, joy and lasting hope in life! I have known unconditional love, that surpasses my understanding. And I have found peace in knowing why I am here on this earth, and what my purpose is. You are loved beyond anything you have ever known in your life! And you too can experience this wonderful joy and hope that I have found. It is there even for you!

Please explore my blog and learn more about my life, my experiences and how I found light in a dark world. Learn more about walking in joy and victory! I pray you will be blessed beyond measure as you read this blog. Thank you so much for visiting!

 New Posts Come Out Every Monday (with the exception of holidays)!

To read my testimony of how I went from being a witch who hated God, to a Christian please go to My Testimony.

To read more about my life, and how I lived a life of pain, hopelessness and walked from away from God, please go to My Story.

To read my new posts about recovered memories, where I am beginning to speak of my childhood abuse, please go to Recovering Childhood Memories. (If you are SRA please be advised these posts are full of triggers.)

To read about how I came to a Christian church and found a relationship with Jesus, please go to Into the Light.

To read more about my life and my latest posts (with the exception of new memories), please go to Living in the Light.

To visit my Youtube Channel where I post videos weekly about Christian life, spiritual gifts, warfare and much more, go to My Channel!

 

 

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December 5 2016

Breaking Ties To The Occult

 occult tiesWhen I first came into a realization that I was still connected to the occult, I was confounded to say the least. I had come into this amazing relationship with Christ and had renounced witchcraft, and all my involvement with the occult numerous times. Wasn’t that enough? For some it may well be enough, but for me I knew there was something more than what I was experiencing in this life, something so palpable and tangible that I was willing to keep working to pursue it. That something was personally knowing Christ.

I had come to a point where I had seen the face of God, and felt His love envelope me. That was enough to know that what I was experiencing as a Christian was but a taste of what I was created to have. These times of experiencing God like this were mere moments in my life; and those fleeting moments left an impression on me so deep that I would do whatever it took to have more of the Living God.

I was so oppressed at that point in time. I had brain fog, depression, explosive anger, physical pains and much more. All of this was getting in the way of my daily life, let alone coming closer to God. If this oppression was what was getting in the way of my relationship with Jesus, then it had to be healed and removed. The problem was I had already tried everything I could think of to fix it, and nothing helped.

As the deer pants for streams of water,

so my soul pants for you, my God.

My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.

When can I go and meet with God?

Psalm 42:1-2

As I mentioned before, I openly renounced all of my involvement with witchcraft and the occult many times. I got rid of all my books, tarot cards, crystals, enchanted items, books, and much more. I even got rid of anything that was about witchcraft, such as movies with witchcraft, or fiction books with witchcraft. I was serious about cutting that part of my life off completely. So why was I so oppressed? What had I done to deserve this torment and hell I was living in?

The question was not what had I done, but what had been done to me. The connections to the occult do not always come simply because you chose to participate openly in witchcraft of some sort. As a matter of fact, many people who are attracted to the occult will most likely find they already have hidden connections to the occult within them. That is the reason the attraction is there.

In my last post I talked about being how being indoctrinated into the occult can happen to anyone and they can be completely unaware. I described how blood ties are all that is needed in order to create a connection with the occult into a person. You need not ever openly pursue witchcraft or the occult in order to have been indoctrinated into it’s belief systems. The occult is a way of life, much like Christianity. It prescribes to certain beliefs, thought processes, and mind sets. These beliefs are constantly reinforced through many TV programs, movies, music, and much more.

What I came to learn over this past year is that my connections the occult and witchcraft ran so deep, that even I was unaware of them. Many of my ancestors had been involved in the occult through false religions and worship of false gods and goddesses. Through these false beliefs they were indoctrinated into, they were convinced to give over access to, and the blood rights of, every generation after them. That was all that was needed for the devil to be able to begin his plan over my life.

The coming of the lawless one is by the activity of Satan with all power and false signs and wonders, and with all wicked deception for those who are perishing, because they refused to love the truth and so be saved.

2 Thessalonians 2:9

Thankfully God had a plan far before Satan ever did. He had a plan over my life to bring hope and truth into this dark world. He chose me to be a light, shining brightly in the midst of this darkness, and bring many more torch bearers into awareness with me. At first I really couldn’t hear any of this truth. It was hard enough understanding that I was still in the occult. Let alone that I had been tortured into agreeing to allow many more connections to the occult inside of me.

Many people like myself will have experienced the same type of things, to varying degrees and levels, and have no memory of it either. I only was able to come into the truth of my life because I was willing to pursue Jesus with every ounce of my being. That meant going into the very darkness I had been trying so desperately to hide from. You see, because of the terrible events I was forced to participate in, I believed nothing by horrible things about myself. It was those beliefs; that I was evil, bad, that God hated me, that I was irredeemable; that kept me from every wanting to seek the truth. How could I go to God to find truth when it was the truth that was going to expose how evil I truly was?

Yet week after week I have been willing to walk into the pain, the hell, the terrible memories, and allow Jesus to bring light to all these dark places inside of me. I have been exposed to so much truth and hope and light that it has changed me in ways that are absolutely remarkable. I have gone from oppressed to encouraged; and it is all because of my surrender.

God has a plan for each one of our lives. A plan to bring us into His glory in this world. A plan to partner with us to do amazing things for His Kingdom. This plan was set in place for before the foundation of the world was even laid. Yet many of us have become lost and forsaken in a world that seems to constantly beat us down. God has not given up on you. He hasn’t even begun to show you the miracles He will work inside of you.

 

How can a person who suspects that have been indoctrinated into the occult find freedom? Finding freedom is a process. There is no clear and concise guide on how to do so, but there are definite tools to help a person who is seeking healing and freedom. Each person is going to come to this path in a different way, because each person is unique. Every person has different levels of oppression and also of denial that keep them from knowing more about the hidden truth within them. Yet there is nothing that is impossible with God.

The first step is just to begin to try to connect on a deeper level of intimacy with Christ. Knowing Him more will give us so much strength to continue on a journey that can seem hopeless or impossible. Yet for some, there oppression is so severe that connecting with God is so difficult that it may take great strides to make any progress. Fear not, God will reward you for all your work to connect further with Him.

Deliverance is also another very important step into freedom and healing. It is only one step however. Deliverance was never created to be the completion of the process, but instead, the beginning of it. Deliverance with a trained ministry who knows how to get to the roots of demonic oppression, curses and ancestral blood rights is going to do a great work within you. However, every Christian who has a deliverance needs to do continued work afterwards. This life is a learning process, and a gift not to be taken lightly.

I never recommend self deliverance. We do not have the tools or skill set that allows us to get to the roots of oppression, curses, and blood rights. A true deliverance minister will not only bring us into a new level of freedom, they will also help us to connect to the Holy Spirit in new and amazing ways. They will help us to see miracles happen within us. They will help us to hear the voice of the Living God for ourselves. They are facilitators who allow God to come in and run the show, while maintaining peace and stability.

But now thus says the Lord, he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: “Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you; when you walk through fire you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior. I give Egypt as your ransom, Cush and Seba in exchange for you. Because you are precious in my eyes, and honored, and I love you, I give men in return for you, peoples in exchange for your life. Fear not, for I am with you; I will bring your offspring from the east, and from the west I will gather you.

Isaiah 43:1-5

I recommend that every single Christian have a deliverance, and that they use a ministry that goes to the head demon in charge. For more information on such a ministry, please go to my FAQ page. Many Christians will highly benefit from some sort of inner healing. Inner healing is going to help with healing emotional and spiritual wounds that have been stored up throughout our lives. Every person has some degree of emotional and spiritual trauma within them that has not been addressed, and it will fester inside of us if not healed.

Every person that wants to seek deliverance and inner healing needs to be deeply in prayer over this matter. It is not something to be taken lightly. If a person is not prepared they can be easily led astray by a minister who is actual trained to lead you back into oppression. God will bring the right people into your life at the right time. It took me almost 2 years to find the deliverance ministry that helped me. Two years of fighting and suffering and begging God for help. I had to be ready.

Warfare is a normal part of the Christian walk. The devil is not going to sit idly by while we pursue freedom and the call God has for us here. He is going to do whatever he can to try to trip us up, stop us, or throw us completely off course. Remember, he has already been working against us from day 1. He is not going to stop now.

swordEach Christian needs to begin to learn how to put on the armor God has given them and use the Sword of the Spirit to fight against the devil and his schemes. We need to be able to grow in discernment so we can understand the attack of our enemy. Every good soldier needs to know what they are fighting against and why they are in the battle. Each of us are soldiers in the Mighty Army of God, and as we strengthen ourselves in the Lord, we will grow our discernment and our battle skills.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.

                                                                                                                  Hebrews 12:1-2

Having the occult hidden inside of us is not something to fear. The occult is just another device of the devil that he uses to render us useless against him. These devices are not something that are impossible to overcome, but on the contrary; we were created to overcome them. Think of it this way; you have been entrenched into darkness for a reason. That reason being that when you overcome it, you have the power and the strength to help others overcome it as well. The devil does not want you to overcome it, but when you do, you will be a powerful weapon of God against the darkness.

That is exactly what keeps me going. There are many days when it becomes so difficult I truly want to give up. I want to go back to a simple life of baking and taking care of my family and leave this blog far behind. God always is so kind and loving though, as He gently reminds me that even if I was to quit, the war would still continue. I was made for this, and so were you. Together, we can partner with Jesus Christ, to become an unstoppable force to spread the glory and goodness of God.

You don’t have to be ready, you just have to be willing. Trust in Jesus. Be with Him. Tell Him your fears. He already knows them all. Believe that He is going to redeem every bit of hell you have experienced in this world and absolutely turn it around for your good. He loves you. You were worth the highest price to Him. He paid it willingly, for you. No matter how bad you may think you are, how useless or worthless. To Jesus Christ, you were worth it all. And that is a fact that nothing can change.

The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.”

Luke 4:18-19

November 28 2016

Have You Been Indoctrinated Into The Occult?

occult indoctrinationGrowing up I was not a happy child. I was always very lonely and sad. Yet as an adult I would never have looked back and told you there was something really terrible about my life. For me it seemed pretty average. I had a mom and a dad, as well as a sister. My parents both worked and I went to school every day. I always had a warm home and bed; nice clothes to wear and food on the table. I was never lacking in any of those basics needs. My parents fought a lot and were very angry all the time. We went camping during the summer, or to the lake to swim. I loved my family the best I could.

Looking back on my life I can start to put the pieces together. I can see things that I could not see as a child. I have an understanding of the world and how it works that I did not have as a child. As a child, many things were hidden from me, and it was not until I began looking that I began to have answers. I would never have told you I grew up in the occult and participated in satanic rituals as a child. Never. These was knowledge that was so well hidden from me that only God could reveal it to me.

When you look deeper into the meaning of the word occult, you will see that it goes much deeper than we even realize.

1. of or relating to magic, astrology, or any system claiming use or knowledge of secret or supernatural powers or agencies.

2. beyond the range of ordinary knowledge or understanding; mysterious.

3. secret; disclosed or communicated only to the initiated.

4. hidden from view

OR

1. to shut off from view or exposure :  cover, eclipse

So as you can see the occult can be something you are a part of and never even know, unless you have been given the right or power to know about it. That is how I lived my whole life in the occult and had no idea. Many people, like myself, have been indoctrinated into the occult with no knowledge of it whatsoever. They live their whole lives with hidden connections within them to the occult and this knowledge remains hidden from them. Many people would rather choose not to know. I can completely understand why.

There are many ways in which a person can be indoctrinated into the occult. You see, the devil will stop at nothing to rise up his own army that will come against Christ on the Last Day. He started generations ago and has planted a seed inside one that would carry into millions. That seed started with Adam and because of his choice, every blood line became tainted by sin.

How can a Christian be in the occult and not know? It starts with your blood line. Thousands of men have given over the right to their entire heritage and blood line through the occult. All general fraternities, such as Masons, Shriners or any other order, brotherhood, fellowship or group of knights or sons are all occult. Not to mention all lodges such as Elk and Moose and the Rotary Club. All these groups do satanic rituals and give allegiance to false gods and goddesses.

Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord, the fruit of the womb a reward. Like arrows in the hand of a warrior are the children of one’s youth. Blessed is the man who fills his quiver with them! He shall not be put to shame when he speaks with his enemies in the gate.

Psalm 127:3-5

Then there are the cults, such as Mormons, Jehovah’s Witnesses, Seventh Day Adventists, Scientologists and many others. These groups all worship false gods and goddess also, and do satanic rituals. Then there are religions that worship false gods and goddesses, such as Hinduism, Buddhism, Muslim, and many more. Yes, even Catholicism worships false gods and goddesses.

These are all groups that look good and positive on the outside. They are high functioning members of society that do good. Then we have groups that are openly a part of the occult, such as all groups of witches and pagans, as well as new age and satanists. This is such a small list of the number of groups that are a cover for the devils schemes. There are many others that I have not listed. This does not exclude Christians by any means. There are many Christians who are in a fraternal order such as Masons and have great influence over our churches today. These men have helped to bring the occult into the Christian church.

If you have had one family member in any of the groups I listed, you have a blood line in the occult. Each and every male member of these groups is indoctrinated in and has to give blood rights over to every generation after him in order to be accepted. Many of them have no idea of what they are really doing. Most men would never willingly cause these kind of harm to anyone else. The devil is extremely deceptive, and knows exactly how to draw people in, causing them to believe what they are doing is indeed good. Just like he did with Adam and Eve.

I am not saying that every single person in the occult has been a party to the same type of satanic ritual abuse I have been. However, there are many people out there, who, just as I was, were a part of this and had no memory whatsoever. It is only Jesus Christ Himself that reveals these things to us, when and if we are ready to know it. The fact is, that many more people who have no been physically a part of satanic rituals, have actually been a part of astral rituals.

But if any nation will bow its neck under the yoke of the king of Babylon and serve him, I will let that nation remain in its own land to till it and to live there, declares the Lord.

Jeremiah 27:11

We need to understand that the devil is using this as his fail safe. He wants to ensure that he will have as many turned against God as he possibly can. If we have parts of us that has allegiance with the occult, then it will be that much easier for him to use us in his own army. That is why it is so very important that we begin to remove the veils that have been placed before our eyes so we can allow God to bring us into alignment with who He created us to be.

Being connected to the occult sounds extremely scary. It sounds like you are evil or bad and that God is going to be very angry with you. It also sounds like you are powerless in helpless in an evil world. This is exactly what the devil would love you to believe, and exactly how he keeps it hidden from so many. We believe these hidden connections make us evil, and that we need to continue to keep them hidden, so we can live without fear or shame. Fear and shame are huge motivating factors for us. That is where grace comes in.

The fear of exposure and the shame of what we believe to be true about us is what keeps us in the dark. Staying in the dark is what is actually giving the devil the power within you. It’s not the connections to the occult itself that are dangerous, it’s the ignorance of them. Jesus has all power and authority over each one of these connections. So if you know about these connections, then Jesus can break them and set you free. If you see where you have hidden darkness within you, then you can expose it to the light of Truth; Jesus Christ.

Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

John 8:32

In Hosea 4:6, God tells us that we are being destroyed because of a lack of knowledge. He is not referring to wordly knowledge that led us into sin., but the knowledge of the truth of who God is and the truth of who we are. God is a good and loving Father, and we are His people. He will never turn His back on us, but He welcomes us with open and loving arms. No matter what. When we believe that we are overcome by evil in an evil world, those beliefs are all based on lies about God. If we are evil, that makes God angry and harsh and condemning. If the world is evil, that makes God cruel and distant. It is those beliefs that fuel are fear and shame and keep us hidden in the dark.

During my childhood as I was abused, I was forced to worship false gods and goddesses and take on many, many spirits within my being. Everything that I did led me to believe I was evil and bad and terrible and that God could never love me or forgive me. That was the point of all the abuse; to turn me away from God and fill me with lies of who He is. All that made me powerless and helpless. It is the desire to find the truth in the midst of all this pain and find healing that has given me strength. Through my willingness to go into these dark places I have broken many connections with the occult and therefore made more room for a relationship with God.

I did not have to walk into this healing, and learn about my awful abuse, or the fact that I basically grew up in the occult. What a huge deception over my entire life. It was painful enough to feel as though my entire life was a lie, let alone to come to terms with the abuse itself. Many people that walk into healing of this depth actually quite before they get even as far as I have. It is a difficult process. Yet week after week I encounter God in ways that are so amazing and wonderful, I could never walk away. Exposing the darkness within myself has filled me with so much light and truth and love and peace, that it absolutely overshadows every thing else in this entire world. Nothing, and I mean nothing, compares to the love and knowledge of God I have now. And it just keeps growing.

This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light, and in him is no darkness at all. If we say we have fellowship with him while we walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin.

1 John 1:5-7

graceIf we refuse to see where we have connected with the occult, then we are taking away from areas in our lives where we can have more of God. Once you have had a taste of the Living God, it will be hard to not desire more and more of Him. Freedom from oppression will bring into the presence of the Living God and we will experience Him in ways we never though imaginable. The devil will do whatever he can to stand in the way of that. Including leading you to believe you have grown as much as you can, causing blocks or oppression to keep you from going further, and much more. So we must keep fighting and pressing in to Him, seeking Him with all that we have.

I hear from many oppressed people in my ministry. Many of them are desperate and seeking answers, lost and confused about why they have been suffering for so long. Add in the fact that you actually have spirits coming against you to try to stop you from gaining freedom, and life feels impossible. Diving into that depth of pain is so incredibly difficult, but it is doable. If I can do this, anyone can. I promise you this. That is, without Christ. Christ is the answer to every single problem.

No matter how far any one individual comes with their healing, God will love them and accept them. He does not care how far we go in healing, although He wants us to each find freedom. However, God knows exactly what each person can handle and where their heart is. God is in charge of each person’s healing, and we only need to partner with Him and do our parts. Jesus loves you so very much. He is not concerned with where you are at or what you have done. He is not worried about what you watch or eat or do. He is only concerned with your heart. Give Jesus your heart and trust Him, and watch and see the miracles He will do in your life. It is only a matter of time.

My prayer for each one of you is not that you come into complete healing and freedom in this life, but that you come into a complete knowledge and understanding of God as your Father, and Jesus Christ as your One and Only. If we can achieve that, then we have gained absolutely everything in this world. Jesus is the reason we are here. We were created to love and be loved. We were created to carry out an assignment in this world. It does not take strength or courage to complete your assigned job here on earth. It only takes trust. Trust in the One who created the heavens and the earth to pull you out of the pit and restore your life. He is faithful. He is love.

 There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love.
1 John 4:18