Healing,  My Salvation

A Letter From Beth

My Dearest Brothers and Sisters,

These past two months have brought huge revelations of God’s healing into my life. I have been working on inner healing for three years now. I have come a long way into healing the many pieces of my fragmented soul. I have wounds that go as far back as birth, and as recently as my baptism into the Christian church. Yet I am so full of hope for the work that Jesus is continuing to do in my soul.

I admit I have had many days where I felt as though all my work on inner healing was a waste of time. I felt terrible, angry, dizzy, depressed, etc. and took it out on all those around me. From where I was standing it looked as though there was no fruit to all my hard work. Thankfully, Jesus is outside of time and knows the end of my story. He knows my heart and does not judge me by my actions.

“The Lord is my portion,” says my soul, “therefore I will hope in him.”

Lamentations 3:24

When I originally scheduled this break in my ministry over the summer I had full intention with coming back full time. I have posts I had been working on and so many things I want to share. However, Jesus has asked me to extend this break in order to continue the deep inner healing work I have been doing.

With every blog post and Youtube video, I am lobbing attacks at the enemy and therefore dealing with the fallout that naturally comes. With an extended break I will bring my soul some much-needed rest to focus on rebuilding and renewing. Jesus has asked me to extend this break for the rest of 2018, and start back up next year in 2019.

But as for me, I will look to the Lord; I will wait for the God of my salvation; my God will hear me.

Micah 7:7

I am so very thankful for every person who has supported me in any way in this ministry. Whether it be through prayer, subscribing, or even donating, I am overwhelmed by the responses I have received from so many wonderful and kind people such as yourself. Thank you so much as you continue to support me during my extended break.

Believe me, when I say, it will difficult for me to take such a long break from my work, as I have really thrown myself into all that I do. I look forward to seeing you all again next year, and I will give an update when I am ready to begin working again.

Thank you so much. You are so brave to continue this fight and this journey with Jesus. He is so worth every bit of it, and I pray that you will all be blessed with so much grace and compassion that it pours out like a continual fount of praise from your lives. I love you all.

So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18

God Bless You,

Beth Eckert



  • Jane Harvey

    I had been thinking about you and wondering if you were ok. Thanks for updating those of us who follow your pages and your journey into healing. There are so many who care about you and have found your website comforting and truthful, praying for your peace and restoration in the time you are now taking to recover. Come back soon! With love, Jane ????

  • Krissi

    Hi:) It has been a huge blessing watching your videos !! Your testemony, … honesty – I am so thankful for what you do and share. It has meant a lot to me. I will pray for you. God bless you ♡

  • Danny

    Thanks for your post. I like reading your blogs and videos. It helps me in my continuance to Jesus. …. P.S. I hope to send you a wonderful prayer, reflection book soon, it is highly inspired by the Bible and the writings of Francis of Assisi.

  • Elizabeth Rink

    I’ll continue to pray for you these next months, and thank God for His love and strength for his children. Thank you for your unselfish testimony with all my heart!

  • Donna Byrd

    Just want to say good for you. Inner healing is so important. Praying for you and looking forward to your return.

  • Lisa Pulling

    I’m so happy to hear that God is doing an amazing work and your soul and heart and life. I’m glad that you decided to take this time to take care of yourself because that’s most important especially when you have family and children. Lots of love till 2019

  • GOD Talking

    I too have traveled the road of inner healing. I understand and know that you will be better and stronger when HE has completed the changes you need. Not only that…your ministry and work will have more value and depth. GOD bless you. I for one will wait to see what the LORD HAS DONE!! THANK YOU for sharing. REV. B Sanders, GOD Talking page on Fb.

  • Karen

    Thakyou Beth for your sacrifices to help others. I’m sure the Lords has much deeper healing for you to set you free. Blessing and love in Him

  • Kiriana

    Thankyou Beth for YOUR strength and spirit you are an amazing testimony of how God heals in even the most abhorrent situations. You are a blessing to all those who read your posts and show us how strong the human spirit can be with God guiding and supporting you. Rest heal relax and can’t wait to hear more of your incredible journey of love grace and recovery in healing. ????????

  • Cindy D. Elliott

    Beth, I will keep you in my prayers. I too have taken on much backlash from the Occult. I can honestly say that I have finally received the deliverance that was needed for me to be able to press through and have breakthrough. I was finally able to get set free from different personalities, I had so many fragments in my soul, so much inner healing that I’m still going through also. I had so many from my past in the Occult sending me hate mail, threats, ones that I hadn’t seen or spoken to for years. Somehow they got my email, cell phone number, address. We found out that they had sent seers, and watchers to the place where I’m attending church or gatherings….. I was experiencing being thrown or pushed down my flight of stairs off of my deck, and other things, like black widow spiders appearing all of a sudden on my walls and ceilings. My family and friends came to help me clean out my apartment and to pray over it, in doing so I had found things that I thought I had thrown away or burned. Like the Satanic Bible, some artifacts, and other things that had spells on them. Thank you for sharing your testimony for it helped me……so very much. Blessings to you and your family.

  • Dee

    Can the junk implanted through nanotechnology be removed??
    I’ve been led to watch certain movies a lot and “The Truman Show” is a perfect example of the controllers and the controlled.
    I’m a Spirit-filled Christian overcoming SRA and aware of the mind control but do you know if every person alive is just totally controlled, Christian or not? It’s terrifying to me.
    Btw “The Matrix” isn’t an evil movie; it’s telling us just what’s going on.

    • The Other Side of Darkness

      Yes devices can absolutely be removed by Jesus. There is nothing to great for our God and He has done many mighty works in me!
      I know how scary things can be but it’s important to try to build a firm foundation in Christ and our identity in Him. Without working on these core beliefs I would still be struggling myself. St the end of the day Jesus has authority over all things, and we just have to keep surrendering them to Him, one step at a time.

      • Dee

        Thx so much for replying!
        I’ve prayed for those to be removed/destroyed several times.
        This ministry may be of great help to you as you progress through the healing journey (of which I also am on): http://www.bridemovement.com
        Great prayers and podcasts!!
        And also Kanaan Ministries.
        Prayed for you today too.
        This is just a horrendous journey … I’ve been on it many years now though was only made aware of the SRA around 9 years ago. No wonder nothing ever seemed to help me.
        I’m still struggling too.
        God help us all please !

        • The Other Side of Darkness

          I have been through several deliverance but it wasn’t until I met with Four Corners Free deliverance ministry that I came into true deliverance. I highly recommend you contact them, as they are able to break off connections of generational bondage as far back as 100 generations or more. It could really help with your progress of healing. I have a link on my deliverance page.

  • Leslie Kohler

    God Bless you, Beth! I understand taking a break. The deeper we go through these sessions of healing the more time we need to heal. I as well have experienced dizziness, pain in my body, headaches etc.

    I pray for you and your family every day and I will continue to.

    May Gods blessings shower down upon you and bless you in every area of your life!

  • Lee Kowbel (silent w)

    Hi Beth,
    Not meant as rude, but that’s why(unless u didn’t get my email a mon or so ago)u didn’t reply to my questions; u may not’ve read any emails in that time.

    I asked your opinion on some items I’m having trouble deciding, toss or not/still undecided; you’d think I’d be mature enough as a young senior, to know toss or not but satan clouds my mind, to keep bad items longer.

    This’s stupid to ask since u likely get many daily emails & likely impossible to check a few wks ago to see if mines’s there? If out of the question, just ignore the request. I’ll totally understand; thx ahead on reply when time/your time here; appreciated!


    • The Other Side of Darkness

      Hi Lee,
      I am not taking any emails at this time and no longer give out my email address. I understand what it is like to have questions and want help in understanding the answers. I pray that the Holy Spirit blesses you as you wrestle with these questions and brings you into His wisdom and understanding. ????

  • Arne Nisja

    God bless your journey – bring you His peace – His learning – and His understanding. You´re in the BEST hands! Peace an prosper be with you!


  • Claire Buell

    I am going thru a similar thing as well. Ongoing inner healing is very draining and overwhelming sometimes. I will continue to keep you and your family in prayer. Look forward to hearing from you when the time is right for you!! God bless you thru your journey!!!