Living In Darkness
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Confronting My Self-Hatred
I have come to realize recently that a lot of my suffering has been because I am actually doing witchcraft on myself. I have been experiencing numerous physical, emotional, and spiritual ailments because…
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Pain, My Friend
I remember as a child I felt so unloved. The loneliness was so unbearable. My parents worked long hours and then came home and spent most of the time in their bedroom. I…
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Desperate Love
I was so desperate for love as a child. I felt so rejected and alone, so lost. That feeling continued into my teenage years where I met my first boyfriend. I was 14…
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Broken Hearted
After the relationship ended with my first boyfriend at about age 15, my life seemed to start to really spiral out of control. I became obsessed with regaining that first feeling of love…
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Objectified
The desperation I felt to be loved and accepted only drove me further into stupidity. I was so naive in the ways of the world or even in the ways of boys. I…
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Suicide is Forever
When your life is a blur of pain and a hunger for death, not much else matters. When you find someone who can relate to those feelings, it brings a new light into…
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Music My Only Friend
My senior year my life changed quit a bit. I did not have a boyfriend that year. I hadn’t given up on love, but I was just too painfully shy and introverted. I…
