Today as I write this it is a high Satanic ritual day, and I am once again reminded of the detrimental effects these days have on survivors of ritual abuse. Over the years of healing, I have definitely learned to cope with ritual days better, but I realize that there are many other survivors out there who are truly suffering on these ritual days and they don’t know why.
It is no secret that Satan wants to be God and therefore uses every opportunity to counterfeit the things of God for his Kingdom of Darkness. So just as God has His calendar of holy days, Satan also has a calendar of holy days. Some coincide with the seasons, and some are on national holidays. Each ritual is performed both physically and astrally all around the world, for the purpose of gathering ritual abuse survivors together to harness their power for darkness.
Each Satanic ritual has its own significance, but the goal is always the same: to further the Antichrist End-Times Luciferian agenda. Lucifer believes his plan to reign and dominate God Almighty will work because he has hidden these secret Satanic agenda in the minds of so many unsuspecting victims. What he doesn’t understand is that he never had a chance to begin with and his plan has already failed.
My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Psalm 73:26
When a child is born into a generational line of Satanic ritual abuse, the rituals start at conception. The devil is taking hold of the rights that are being given to him by the current generational line as well as the ancestral spirits. The abuse continues on starting at birth and throughout that person’s life unless they are able to wake up from the programming enough to know they are enslaved.
The Satanic rituals are systematically creating an internal world of programmed dissociative alters who become loyal to the Antichrist agenda. These dissociative alters goal is to keep the conscious mind aligned with any programming that keeps them in denial and in line with Satan’s plan. It’s all set up through intense torment and trauma so that it can remain hidden. Many people are living from a highly programmed place yet believe they are using their free will to make decisions.
Through these Satanic rituals, each survivor is connected to a spiritual web that covers the entire world. This web is compromised of the life force of each survivor which is used to empower the Antichrist agenda. All survivors are connected to this web and through it survivors astral travel to the Second Heaven to participate in Satanic rituals astrally. Many survivors attend Satanic rituals physically, but the astral rituals are more important because they can go on for days and even years, taking no physical stamina to sustain them.
Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial when it comes upon you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice insofar as you share Christ’s sufferings, that you may also rejoice and be glad when his glory is revealed.
1 Peter 4:12-13
I have found dissociative alters that were programmed to take turns leaving the body to keep an astral ritual going in the Second Heaven to Baphomet, and these alters had been attending for many, many years. I was shocked to know the level of programming that has controlled me without having any awareness of it.
On the Satanic high holy days, programming is sent out to every survivor to attend rituals, whether astral, physical or both. The dissociative alters who are in charge of taking a survivor to rituals then come forward in the brain to run the body and take it to a ritual. If the person does not attend a physical ritual, then they will attend it astrally, each brings its own type of torment.
When I discovered I was still going to rituals late last year, I was able to really see the effects that they had on me. I was living in a place of high denial so I didn’t have to face the truth, which means I was doing things that would keep me programmed, such as listening to/watching certain types of things that induced programming in me. Things that I wouldn’t normally watch/listen to but I just “felt” like it and ignored the meaning behind it.
Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Matthew 5:10
If I am going to rituals I am also highly emotional. Every little thing sets me off to screaming, breaking down, crying uncontrollably, depression, suicidal thoughts, etc. I can’t find any stability. I also have bought of brain fog, where I feel like I’m walking in a fog, I’m easily confused, disoriented, and anxious all the time.
Another sign is I refuse to read the Bible, pray, or try to connect with Jesus, and I start attacking everyone around me, especially the person I do inner healing with. She becomes enemy number 1. I also have physical symptoms such as cuts, bruises, sores, and body aches and pains but I have no idea why.
Some of these same symptoms will plague me if I am in astral rituals, such as the brain fog and emotional instability, but sometimes to a lesser degree. When my dissociative alters leave the body, they are being tormented in these astral rituals through spiritual means, and it affects the body, mind, and soul. It has taken me this long to realize when my parts are astral traveling, let alone going to rituals.
Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him. James 1:12
Other signs of astral ritual activity are the inability to wake up in the morning, waking up feeling drugged, especially if that drugged feeling continues throughout the day. (I have found out that once my dissociative alter got me to the ritual site there were times when I had to be drugged in order to continue to cooperate because I was doing my best to resist.) Sleepiness or listlessness throughout the day, or suddenly falling asleep and not being able to wake up are also signs of astral travel.
For some people who live in high levels of denial, they may not even notice many of these things. People who live in high denial often keep themselves very busy and can ignore things like being exhausted or sleepy, by writing it off as not getting enough sleep the night before or having a busy schedule. Some can even write off signs of physical harm, such as sores or body pains, because they may work out or do a lot of physical labor.
People who are high functioning while in denial will have the most difficult time seeing that they are survivors and are actively in the occult. They cannot deal with the truth of what is happening to them and it is rooted in deep-seated beliefs of pain and shame. However, anyone who makes the conscious effort to connect with their body and emotions every day instead of tuning them out can start to see the signs.
No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.
1 Corinthians 10:13
Typically on a ritual day, I wake up feeling terrible. I have a hard time getting out of bed, and I struggle with negative thoughts right away. I feel disoriented and groggy for a good part of the day. I feel emotionally unstable and have a hard time functioning at the most basic tasks. I get bouts of depression and cry for no reason. By mid-afternoon I have to lay down because the brain fog is so bad I can no longer think straight.
However, over the years of inner healing therapy, I have made a lot of improvement. I have gone from feeling terrible and now knowing why to feeling terrible and taking proactive steps to help myself. The more I disconnect from the occult and save dissociative alters, the less I feel the effects of ritual days. When I am not physically going to rituals and I have fewer parts astral traveling, I am not going to feel like I am dying on ritual days.
There are many things you can do as a survivor to get through ritual days. One step is to allow Jesus Christ to lead you to someone who has been trained to work with victims of Satanic ritual abuse and mind control programming. The first step to healing is leaving the occult, and that means getting your dissociative alters free. It has taken me four years of inner healing to stop going to Satanic rituals. That may seem like a long time, but it’s better to work towards complete freedom over time then never be free at all.
Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’ says the Lord of hosts.
Zechariah 4:6
The second thing you can do is find someone who can pray for you when things are bad. They do not need to know what you are going through, just a person who is has a strong relationship with Jesus and can pray during days when things are rough. And lastly, the best thing you can do on a ritual day is to pray for yourself and to worship. To worship is to war against the enemy in the battle for your soul.
It can be very hard to pray and worship when you are actually being tormented in the spiritual realm, but you have to stay consciously connected to Christ in order to get ahead of things. You have to be willing consciously to fight for yourself by not giving in to the torment. The torment is set up to keep you connected to the occult by doing witchcraft and calling to outside power sources for help.
You must trust in Jesus and know that He is with you in the middle of this. He has never once left you or forsaken you. On the contrary, He has gotten you this far, and He will not stop until He has completed His work in you at His return. Before the devil ever laid hands on your life, you were Jesus’ and Satan cannot change that. That is why he is so angry.
No matter what happens, no matter how bad it is, you will get through. You will make it. You are strong enough to lean into Jesus and give Him this burden. You will be free and you will walk in the call God has for your life, in Jesus’ Name. I can promise you this because if He has done it for me, He will do it for you.
We are all in this fight together. Do not give up or become discouraged, but know that I am right here with you, fighting for truth and freedom in the Lord. I love you all, my dear brothers and sisters.
Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one receives the prize? So run that you may obtain it.
1 Corinthians 9:24